Anxiety Recovery Blog

Hello. I'm 22 years old, female and recovering from a very long battle with Anxiety and Depression This blog is a record of my progress, and if anyone reads anything that's relevant to their lives, then that's great.

I hate you sometimes.

Truly hate you and everything you do.

Nattering

I don’t really post on here anymore. There never seems to be enough time to sit and write an update on how I feel. Often I don’t want to write anything about how I feel.

Right now, I am ok. There are fears and anxieties as ever. My most recent one spends hours racing around my head. It feels like I can’t control it and I just have to let it go until it tires us both out.

I don’t particularly feel like deleting the blog or calling time on it. When I started this blog, it was to log my progress through my anxiety disorder.

However I do feel that perhaps I should start afresh. Begin a new chapter with my blog. It feels like so much has happened, that trying to update this would be too time worthy and not worth it.

At the moment I am ok. And ok is a good place to get on the starting blocks.

2073:

money can’t buy happiness but it can buy a false sense of security and fruity alcoholic beverages to numb the pain and honestly what’s the difference

(via bleeding-from-his-brain)