I hate you sometimes.
Truly hate you and everything you do.
I don’t really post on here anymore. There never seems to be enough time to sit and write an update on how I feel. Often I don’t want to write anything about how I feel.
Right now, I am ok. There are fears and anxieties as ever. My most recent one spends hours racing around my head. It feels like I can’t control it and I just have to let it go until it tires us both out.
I don’t particularly feel like deleting the blog or calling time on it. When I started this blog, it was to log my progress through my anxiety disorder.
However I do feel that perhaps I should start afresh. Begin a new chapter with my blog. It feels like so much has happened, that trying to update this would be too time worthy and not worth it.
At the moment I am ok. And ok is a good place to get on the starting blocks.
You absolute twat.